★Mr. Fotocology™★ - My world is black and white. On good days, you get sepia.

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Mind Games...Not.^™




The union of two is such a joyous and special thing.
There shouldn't be any mind games...just a lot of honesty and willingness to express love.
But unfortunately, we live in a world full of complications...the study of human emotions is a long and winding road.
I won't lie, that in the past, the cat and mouse game is really quite the mechanism that fuels attraction.
I am not surprised how my mentality have changed over the years.
I yearn for something really simple.

Simplicity is really such a rarity in our time and age today.
And oh, simplcity is costly too.
We pay consultants disgusting amounts of money to simplifiy things or workflow for us.
We pay for mechanism that makes things more efficicent.
People spend several hundreds of thousands dollars on cosmetic surgery just to look..."natural".
I hope love retains simplicity and naturality.
But yes, it costs as well.

Thanks for knocking on my door yesterday with that big bowl of home-cooked soup.
I don't know what to feel, but I sure know the soup did warm both the body and my heart.
I am, however sorry for what happened but I know we made up for it in the evening.
I cannot, explain the inner peace I have when I am with you. I just cannot.
It goes way more than just attraction.

After all, I find it really oxymoronic, this whole thing.
Here I am saying, let's not play mind games and just be truthful to one another.
But having said that, its all really mind over matter.

Am I babbling much? No?


Ps: The last of the wedding portfolio for Kenrick and Dawn. I am so happy with the outlook of the indoor and outdoor shots on the whole.
Let Fotocology wish them an eternal wedding bliss!

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Sweet Love By You.^™




How sweet it is to be loved.
The feeling hasn't been so magnified till lately.
Could it be because the festive seasons are around the corner, peeking and waiting.
The time of the year, where the cold stems from within and the warmth of the festive lightings just ain't enough.
Or could it be, I have fallen hopelessly in love with you but you don't know?

I won't lie.
I have the audacity to sometimes daydream, that one day, you will turn up at my doorstep.
Knock on my green oak door and greet me with a smile.
The feeling of you wanting me just fleeting, almost like a wistful dream.
I will remember those eyes that lit up at the slightest nuance of amusement.

I held back, hard - like how a dam should constantly work to push those vigors of floods away.
But a dam is man-made, and floods are the works of nature.
And with every man-made features, they come with emotions. You say robots? What about Wall-E?
I crashed with the waves, but knowing I can see you everyday keeps me afloat.

Yes, I do close my eyes still, like a little child, wishing to hear your footsteps.
A man like me, almost reaching the big 3, and reduced to a lovelorn child.
When was the last time I feel this way? 5 odd years ago?
It has been a long time since I pine for someone.
Highs and lows we share, but where does the story go?

One day, I do hope I will know, how sweet it is to be loved by you.